I wish the NSA would provide a place for me to live asap.

Then I could do my everyday things in peace.

Also, I'm not sure how long God will allow me to live here

my life sucks

i just want to heal. still badly hurt/should be dead

yoga studies are keeping me alive, and the 42 name kabbalah prayer.

and i can only seem to trust the Hare Krishna mantra. everything else is foreign/enemy-like to me