It's important to have faith in what you believe in anon. And more of us than you can count will be in these trenches alongside you. Whether you see us or not. But what's more important is having faith in God, and in Yourself.
I'm a bit of a hypocrite in the fact, i've been backed into a financial corner and am guilty of losing hope and faith. But at the end of the day that's all we have, and that's all we can do - is try.
God be with you anon.