Need HELP from anyone in touch with the spiritual world

i found a fire salamander in the same room that my love passed in 2 months ago

i have lived in this area 50+ years and have not seen a salamander since i was 10

THANKS

>>17447282

can you help me to understand

>>17447490

never seen one

never talked about it with them

the only thing on this earth that i devoted EVERYTHING in and yes the most pain dealing with ever

what the hell is that was the first thought

>>17447588

guess you can call me stupid