None of you will believe me when I tell you that I truly could've had the winning hand if I had waited and not become sterile/infertile, but now, I don't even know what to think or who to blame, because so many things happened in my life that weren't supposed to happen, that ultimately did happen and I'm stuck in literal limbo.
I am so mad at myself, but also mad at everyone else, because I had this perfect hand, and now I'm in this bizarro morally grey limbo where everything and nothing makes sense all at once.
WHY ME?!
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Time_Warp_(song)
Which one!!??!
TRUST NO ONE.
HIVEMIND
What is even going to happen to me?
Am I really the last one standing?!
You guys will never believe that me, as Player One, was supposed to procreate with Madeleine McCann when she came of age, but ultimately, it was all for naught by the time I ever came to realize what was going on, which is where you get the story of JC and MM…
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jesus_bloodline
What would my baby with Madeleine McCann (Mary Magdalene) have looked like/been if I had remained fertile?
No. We were doomed from the very beginning.