WHAT IF I TOLD YOU I CANNOT DO ANYTHING WHERE I LIVE!!!
I DON'T SEE HOW THIS CAN EVER BE JUSTIFIED, THERE WILL NEVER BE EVEN A WAY TO DO JUSTICE TO MY LIFE, SO IT'S REASONABLE TO JUST REJECT ALL OF IT AND REFUSE TO PLAY ANY MORE ROLES!!! YOU HAVE FUCKED UP BIG TIME WITH ME AND YOU NEVER EVEN UNDERSTOOD WHY!!!
AND YOU HIDDEN HANDS ARE SOMEHOW STILL CAPTIVATED BY YOUR PLANS AND WRONGLY BELIEVE THIS PERIOD OF WAITING I AM GOING THROUGH RIGHT NOW IS GOING TO YIELD A GOOD FRUIT, BUT EVEN IF IT IS GOOD I WILL MAKE SURE YOU WILL ONLY REAP THE ROTTEN FRUIT OF ME!!!
>you haven't shut up in months, queef
NO DUH, THEY HAVEN'T HELPED ME MOVE YET, THEY CAME UP WITH SOMETHING NEXT DOOR SO TO SAY AND THIS HAS BEEN A COMPLETE FAILURE SO FAR AND MEANWHILE I FULLY REALIZED WHAT EXACTLY MY BIGGEST PROBLEM IS IN MY LIFE, ESPECIALLY SINCE ABOUT TWO YEAR BECAUSE IT GOT SO MUCH WORSE BUT WAS ALWAYS BRINGING RESTLESSNESS MOST OF THE TIME AS I REMEMBER EVERYTHING FROM MY PAST AND HAVE THOUGHT ABOUT THIS FOR NEARLY A FULL YEAR IN MY BED TO OBSERVE WHAT WAS HAPPENING AND IT TURNS OUT MOST NOISE AND HEAVY VIBRATIONS FROM ENGINES AND MACHINERY IN THIS KINDA INDUSTRIAL ZONE THAT I AM LIVING AND I HAVE BEEN IN THIS KIND OF SITUATION FOR FIVE YEARS AND THE THING IS I HAVE A MEDICAL CONDITION WHICH IS LIKE A DAMAGED NERVE THAT CAUSES ME TO LOOSE NOT ONLY FOCUS BUT ALSO MIX ALL THESE THOUGHTS AND IT'S JUST VERY DISTRACTING AND ALSO CAUSES MUSCLE PAINS AND STIFFNESS AND MANY MORE PROBLEMS!!! ALL I REALLY NEEDED WAS A QUIET HOME SOMEWHERE AND INSTEAD I HAVE TO FIND OUT MY OWN FAMILY MANIPULATED ME INTO LIVING HERE FOR SAKE OF TURNING ME INTO A MEME OR SOME STORY LINE!!!