I AM SO TIRED OF THESE RIDDLES IT JUST NEVER ENDS AND I SHOULD KNOW WHAT THE FUCK IS EVEN GOING ON BUT I DON'T ANYMORE!!!
THIS NERVES THAT ARE DAMAGED HAVE MADE MY LIFE INTO A COMPLETE DISASTER AND LOOK WHAT YOU HAVE ALL DONE TO ME AS WELL AND HOW YOU HAVE GOT ME INTO SUCH A HORROR HOME TO LIVE, I JUST CAN'T BELIEVE THIS IS DONE BY GOOD PEOPLE!!!
I JUST WISH TO BE WITH MY GIRL NOW!!!
WHY I NEED TO SUFFER SUCH A PAIN FROM MY NERVES WITHOUT END I WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND, I JUST CAN'T BELIEVE THAT IT MUST BE SO BAD FOR ME!!! ALL I COULD EVER WISH FOR IS MY GIRL AND I WANT DO AWAY WITH ANYTHING ELSE AND ANYBODY ELSE JUST FOR THIS HOUSE ALREADY!!!
MY LIFE IS SO DAMN BAD AND SO DAMN DEPRESSING IT'S JUST UNBELIEVABLE THAT THIS CAN HAPPEN TO A BOY ALL HIS LIFE LONG AND THAT THE STORY IS MADE TO BE TOLD HERE, BUT I CANNOT JUST TELL ANYONE TO FIND JUSTICE IT'S THE SICKEST THING TO COME UP WITH AND I REALLY WISH YOU WOULD FUCKING STOP IT RIGHT NOW!!!
IT'S EVIL WHAT YOU HAVE DONE TO ME ALL MY LIFE WITH YOUR HIDDEN HANDS, BUT IT'S BEYOND EVIL TO LEAVE ME TO ROT IN A SITUATION WHERE I CANNOT DEAL WITH ANY OF THIS BECAUSE I AM IN PAIN AND JUST HAVE IT ENDURING FOR SAKE OF YOUR DAMN PLANS WITH ME, AND THAT'S WHY THIS IS FAILING AND WILL CONTINUE TO FAIL BECAUSE I AM GOING TO BE THE MOST CRANKY MOTHERFUCKER AFTER THIS OVER TO ALL OF YOU!!!
>Why choose to be with a whore, that already left you, when you can be with God?!?!
SHE IS THE PUREST THING IN MY LIFE AND HAS KEPT HERSELF WELL PRESERVED FOR ME OF THAT I AM SURE, GOD IS VOID IN MY LIFE AND I WILL NEVER SEEK HIM EVER AGAIN FOR THEY HAVE GREATLY CONFUSED ME ABOUT THE SUBJECT, AND I KNOW JUST ENOUGH TO DO AWAY WITH ALL OF THIS USELESS KNOWLEDGE, THIS IS TO YOUR DISAPPOINTMENT TOO ANONS!!!
>It's going to be o.k.
I AM GOING TO BE OKAY ONCE I AM WITH MY GIRL, AND WHEN I DON'T NEED TO HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH ANYBODY ELSE EVER AGAIN!!!
>Now you got me, I start to ask questions, maybe God had a daughter tooโฆโฆ.
I ONLY LOVE THIS ONE GIRL I FELL IN LOVE WITH SO LONG AGO, AND I DON'T CARE ABOUT THE SPIRITUAL NONSENSE ANYMORE, IT'S OVER NOW BECAUSE I AM HAVE BEEN LEFT ROT!!!
I GOT SO DAMN FAR ON MY OWN PERCEIVED JOURNEY, AND I GOT SO LOST BECAUSE OF YOU DAMN PLANS OVERREACHING INTO MY LIFE TO EVEN PLAN AHEAD THE PLACES I HAVE BEEN LIVING FOR THE PAST FIVE YEARS AND MANY MORE TIMES TOO, THAT'S THE ONLY REASON I GIVE UP ON ANY FIGHT AND JUST WISH TO BE A DAMN LOSER TOO!!!
>Read me for a sec:
LISTEN FOR DAMN DAY!!!
>look at your behavior, she left for a reason.
>You are a psychopath that everyone should stay away ofโฆโฆ.
MY BEHAVIOR IS THE RESULT OF MY ENTIRE LIFE FULL OF CRAZINESS AND INSANITY AND ALL I COULD EVER DO IS NOT GO CRAZY AND NOT BECOME INSANE, AND THIS WAS THE WHOLE TEACHING OF THIS MYSTERY SCHOOL TO BE ABLE TO DEAL WITH EVERYTHING BUT THEY FORGOT I WILL NOT BE PART OF THEM NOW BECAUSE OF WHAT THEY DID AND CONTINUE TO DO, LEAVING ME TO ROT IN A VERY BAD HOUSE FOR FIVE YEARS!!!
YOU SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!
>You're creating the image of your allegations with your own words. No different than a pictureโฆwhich you are posting over and over again, condemning exactly that which you are doing yourself.
I HAVE A MEDICAL PROBLEM, THE ONLY WAY FOR ME TO LEARN OR EVEN DO SOMETHING USEFUL IS TO JUST MOVE!!!
>Condemn yourself or fuck off.
YOU CANNOT IMAGINE HOW BAD AND MEAN THEY HAVE BEEN TO ME, AND IT MAKES YOU ALL LOOK VERY BAD IN MY EYES TOO WHEN YOU SIMPLY KEEP HAMMERING ON WHAT ELSE I GOT FUCKING DO WHILE I KNOW IT ALREADY THAT I NEED TO MOVE TO ANOTHER HOUSE!!!
CAN YOU IMAGE TO BE LISTENING AND EVEN FEELING INDUSTRIAL NOISE 24 HOURS A DAY AND OF COURSE EVEN MANY TIMES WORSE IN THE DAY TIME, AND AFTER FIVE YEARS OF ENDURING THIS LIFESTYLE IN A HORROR HOME I AM JUST HEARTBROKEN THAT NOBODY HAS BEEN WILLING TO HELP OUT OF HERE!!!