But then, "The situation in our country is this bad, I change my words and only I can save our civilization" or something…
When will they all learn, that they should help us, to help themselves?
In the age of 19 I realized, that you get punished for good work. You have to do more, if you work fast and good! This was the moment I realized, I have to chose a complete insane lifestyle! And I did! While I was doing it, there was a strong thought in me that I am here for a specific reason and that this reason will find me! I just have to live! There was another strange thought, coming back from time to time… I have seen me, fighting in a big war… To answer your question, this mission found me, but God directed me in this direction trough every move I made in my life! Overwhelming shit I don´t understand! But I am comfy and blessed!