ran into the name eddie bauher, and had terrible flashback rush. Here's the Deal.
You know the list of Boycott Companies? https://www.cancelthiscompany.com/index.html well, if you look eddie baugher is on there, I didn't realize it but it's connected to big subliminal problems.
Many people who are now dead in my family used to give me Christmas presents from places like Eddie Baugher, or Kohls or something, and the more I thought, the more fucked up, LEVIS / woke, on and on I Fuck went thru shit, all these gifts things given with love fucked up by this nonsense. Feeling more and more like shit, I decided to medtate, I mean fuck this fucking world lol so I meditate and an you know this same shit problem pops in the head. So I do ho'oponopono even though I don't know what the fuck to do about the bad feelings, fucking empty ghost echos of loved companies and products, some good, some shit but it wasn't the point, the point is all those family ghosts attaching memory echos to the past in the awake world,
SO after the ho'oponopono I decided to make up a jingle where I forgive my feelings for being attached to ghosts of loved products in the past, present or future that my family gave me. (not everything I own is a christmas present, but this isn't the problem or the point the point is the disruption the source of these ghost echos are coming from.) Further I stated that I accept myself even though I get tricked by that fucking smiling mouse of disney in different forms as it hides the dark nasty secrets underneat, so too the dark nasty secrets of these woke companies who didn't used to be woke.
So I just drifted, fuck it. Do my morning blessings, then it hit me. then it hit me. couple of things hit me.
One is my deceased family didn't have to cope with these shit woke companies. So they died thinking they were good, and happy and in balance thinking they did the right thing. Then I thought about my LIVE family and how I would just print that fucking boycott list and we all analyze it, that if my deceased family was still here how they too would check off on a copy of it. And this be on the same page.
This freed up, all the tension. completely, and even though it's no guarantee I don't get triggered instantly by something that reminds me of the good old days, I quickly realize I have forgiven myself in the FUTURE for falling victim to the evil deception yet again if it should happen.
anyway.. Hope it helps someone.