On the Q clock 9/23 was supposed to be 911, based on the clock anon's analysis. I felt a strong sense of dread, depression, remorse, and mourning worse than I ever had felt before.
It's one thing to be a targeted individual and suffer from blacklisting, sabatoge and poisoning of my utilities, and the constant threat of them being shutdown due to social services games but it is another thing to feel responsible for all this chaos due to my lack of sacrifice.
I thought of the many people I knew well and some that I hardly knew who met an untimely death knowing the game being played. All day yesterday, I kept asking myself, should I have beaten the daylights out of that doctor/VA doctor, that cop, or kicked the doors down at one of these institutions such as MSM, Congress, or the FBI and challenge them just to draw attention as early as possible.
I am done mourning, these people aren't that stupid, they are the enemy; knowingly. I told social services that if my lights go out so will theirs.