This isn't meant to demoralize anyone. If anons are comfy and are enjoying life then I wish nothing but the best for you and yours. I'm just typing this out to get it off my chest and to fill the end of a bread.
The past several years has made anon realize that I don't really care about my time spent on this Earth anymore with how backwards and upside down everything is. Nothing really feels genuine anymore and it's dimished any sort of desire I've once had. From friends to romantic relationships to jobs to entertainment, nothing feels right. I'm still in disbelief that people fell for everything the deep state has thrown at them and to this day they're still deep asleep. It blows my mind. I'm simply living just to see the end of this plan/movie or to see the return of Jesus Christ. Other than that I'm kinda just over it all. It's like the feeling you get when you've completed a video game and have nothing left to do, but you still log in everyday because it's something you're familiar with and have been doing for years. I hope that things will change my mind in the future, but that's for the future to decide.