You have to look at your life from a different perspective. Imagine that you are one of your guides / angels looking in at your life and the decisions you made so far.

How would you rate yourself so far?

Imagine being one of your guides or angels and not being able to help you your whole life because you never asked them for help and they MUST follow the Law of Free Will.

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