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anon. sorry if my reply seemed insensitive. pls do not feel embarrassed by your posts. i also apologize for assuming you have not looked into alternatives. i would like to help, but simply do not have the time right now, and finding each other again on 8kun is problematic. if you want to write to my protonmail acct (thx.mcxxxviii@protonmail.com), i WILL get back to you when i have time to dig up the references i have seen in the past.