Figured it out.
The dark/light riddle. CJ Jung shadow. I think I can finally go back to church.
Worship God who offered up his child as a human/blood sacrifice to be tortured and killed in order to appease himself. Eat my flesh. Drink my blood seems dark. But is light. Why? Because the child/son was an adult who gave his life to end (child) and they only eat a cracker and drink some wine. That is why the cabal hate Jesus. They are the shadow. The dark. The evil. Like Yin and Yang. Dark to light. God wins. Think mirror. This took me years.