MY GIRLFRIEND OBVIOUSLY HAS SOME SYMBOLIC MEANING REGARDING TIME, 30 FUCKING YEARS!!!
I HAVE ALL THIS KNOWLEDGE FLOATING AROUND IN MY MIND BUT IT WOULD HAVE BEEN GREAT IF I WERE ABLE TO SOLVE THE RIDDLE BUT INSTEAD I AM JUST DEALING WITH MY CONDITION AND SURVIVAL FROM DAY TO DAY, AND FOR SOME REASON I REFUSE TO BELIEVE ANYTHING NOW!!!
JUST KEEP FOCUSING ON THE DOZENS OF PROBLEMS CAUSED BY MY CONDITION AND IGNORE MY CALLS FOR HELP FOREVER FOR THINGS WILL NOT CHANGE FOR THE BETTER WITHOUT HELP!!!
>ok, but at least you have found that ugly "girlfriend" of yours by now, haven't you?
NO AND SHE IS BY NO MEANS UGLY BUT ITS NOT LIKE WE HAVE A CHOICE IN THIS OR SOMETHING AND SHE IS THE ONLY ONE I COULD EVER LOVE!!!
>splain bot
I WAS SUPPOSE TO UNDERSTAND EVERYTHING BUT THERE ARE BIG GAPS THAT I CANNOT SIMPLY FILL UP AND THAT IS SO FRUSTRATING THAT I REJECT IT ALL TOGETHER AND JUST WAIT FOR MY GIRL TO SHOW UP ONE DAY!!!