Are you a rabbit?
Does it bring you peace to search down these dark holes?
For a time as part of the Awaking it may as you are uncovering.
But eventually it can become an obsession and lead to despondency and depression.
You are a beloved being of light.
A fractal of source.
You are light.
You light up the dark places wherever you are.
And so the Darkness seeks out the light.