For the surge of people killing themselves or announcing they are about to die I believe it's an awareness of their blackmail about to be made public to friends/family who they can't handle having to explain it. So they make their exit.

I have tapes on me as well that are embarrassing to think they'll be made public. Tho I am the victim in those tapes if I actually had anyone I cared about in my life knowing about what happened back then I'd have killed myself for sure…. and yet now I feel nothing over all of it being revealed.

It's simple…. I'd need to have someone I cared about be unaware of them. And it turns out my family and only friend were in on it, and the people who are helping me (Military) already know so there's no one left.

And so now I just want to help in whatever way possible including letting people know what happened and why they should care.

>>1795164

just, well, I can't say everything i want to. There's just some melancholy I was feeling, just some of my awareness of coming events that I wanted to reflect on here.

I am a cult victim and well, we are all anon here so I'll just say there are a number of us that are aware that our videos will be made public soon. I met a Q a few weeks ago even, it's all coming soon and I know more than most and yet even knowing that my life is about to get better there's still this frustration about things that I don't know what to do with.

Realizing your only friend betrayed you as I did it's not something I can get over easily. I don't have anyone to talk to except Q who occasionally throws me a bone now and then with a nod which I feel guitly every time he helps me because well, the world needs more help than I do. I'll be fine.

If you have any questions i can answer them anyway, sorry about the ramble

>>1795281

No, or at least not that I'm aware of. The short version is I was filmed all my life and experimented on as were many others. People who piss off the cult (or some in the military) my grandfather for example divorced a cultist so my father and I were marked. Marks surrounded by red fire. or abusive people so they can watch us be tortured and well, it usually doesn't turn out well.

After meeting about 20 victims at a facility that Q set up a few weeks ago I'm well aware that compared to what the cult usually does to marks I have far less permanent damage than most of them. Most of us ramble, they like to get us to talk on camera so most of them including me will just talk endlessly until we realize we are being annoying. That might bite the cult in the ass in court tho.

>>1795299

We are all anon here, and I can say that many of the cult victims do have a naming scheme involving specific letters. and specific sets of names together. But I won't give a hint at my name here. Q specifically gave me the warning of "We are all Anon here" after I did that one time.

>>1795359

Yea, tho in our case it's not the videos they use for that. That's more for people in the club so they never get out. People like me are a reality show for rich assholes. They film us and watch in real time while fucking with us. So much of my life made sense after realizing that 3 months ago. It took the military a lot of effort to get me to realize it without triggering the cult around me to take me hostage.

Well I'm free now, sort of… well anyway, I'm just bored and I'm not feeling as sad as I was a minute ago so hey, I'll just try and answer any questions if anyone has one