>Why do I feel such a joy when I spend time in creating as much confusion, lies and psychological torture as possible.
Is it because you are an idiot?
True that
>I'm getting mixed zignalz here
WOW, first time?
It's a signal for you to activate critical thinking
This
>you are a shill if you question the narrative and you are a shill if you don't question the narrative.
What narrative are you speaking of?