US Military Anons

I need your help. I'm trying to enlist in the army and work my way up to spec ops because I feel like I have a lot of skills and knowledge pertaining to psyops that could be of more use if I were to work directly for the army.

The problem is I have a pretty retarded mental health history, and there were several reasons including injuries for which I wasn't accepted the last time I applied in 2020.

If there's any advice or resources you can share with me that will help me get in, please tell me.

I'M SERIOUS I CANT DO THIS CIVILIAN SHIT ANY MORE PLEASE JUST TAKE MEEEEEEEEEE