Mental decompensation in my case came from 1. Lack of sleep, 2. Nightmares from ptsd 3. Loss of any familial support (wife left and took kids) 4. Substance abuse to cope with overwhelming anxiety 5. Isolation. It happened by degrees. When enough of what you take for granted is taken from you you can lose your grip on reality. It took me years to get back to baseline and I still contend with challenges
Two components to ptsd: childhood trauma and moral injury. The first led me to put myself in situations where the second could occur. When you think you are damned and worthless for decades you make that your reality. Only God’s love (Jesus) was able to save me. No human power could. Not even my own.
My high IQ (genetic) (I was an Ortho surgery resident at one point) compounded the pain of loss and the pain of childhood trauma and moral injury. Homeless vets and those who do have a breakdown as I did generally have higher than average intelligence. Patton said as much.
And agreed they are trying to link a to b to c to make being an anon a sign of psychosis versus the clown world those behind this insidious plot embrace as completely sane and normal.
Yes they are.
That has been my experience in all respects as well. And yes, I was massively over medicated which led me to have uncontrollable shaking for almost six weeks straight. It was hellish.
Fortunately rare. The truly evil. Never encountered any of those, lots who were lost doing messed up things that in their lucid moments brought them to uncontrolled sobbing.
You clearly have no idea what you are talking about. Which is fine.