Just quit sobriety after 6 years. One glass of wine because reality, for all its beauty and mystery, has gotten to the point of insane. Just wish to be numb, like every other asshole who has no idea how bad things really are. Oh, and Happy new year, faggots. I love you more than anything.
Thanks, fren. It’s not even pleasurable, to be honest. Just every part of me has felt like NOTHING, no good deed, no desire to connect, no noble intentions ever move the needle. Don’t jump on anon, the rest of you. Just feel like it’s one more label, one more definition, that means nothing. Anon might have been an asshole before…but I’m not now. And I’m just tired of feeling everything.
Anon has two…yes, you may.
Interdasting…Anon used to play for the white team. Green team always starts strong, but white team has stamina. Hahahaha. (Kind of why the glass of wine is more symbolic than a real fall off a wagon). Gummies interest Anon.
Preface: Anon knows I’m about to be hollered at for sliding, but it’s Saturday night, Anon is alone in her cabin in the woods, purchased as big out place after ALL I’ve learned here, never use it, but checking on a broken heat issues, and no intent to slide, but am here, with you mean bastards, every day soooooo…
Thank you for saying all of this. I agree. It suddenly dawned on me that EVERYTHING is controlling me, even this thing I misoercruvrd as me being in control,,.Not gonna get drunk. Just felt good to be done with that expectation and ridiculous self judgment.
Ok, Anon done being annoying,..exiting
With fabulous Reddit spacing,
just to add a little extra charm and garner a little extra love/hate.
Kek
Ok, maybe a little buzzed. Go on, grammar kitty…
It suggests Antarctica is a continent as opposed to a border?
Booze was a factor? Did not know that. Xo