And may God bless you beyond your wildest dreams, anon.
Find a veterinarian or Maybe Tractor Supply. Take note of how much per pound of body weight to use. i take it straight up but it tastes horrible, worse than Buckleys. Maybe you'll get the apple flavored stuff.
I take it straight up so that the nasty taste travels via neurons right into the mouths of the parasites feeding on my brain so that they know that they're fucked before they die.