That´s the shit fuck!
>I can’t tell are we going in the right direction?
We can not work for "in the right direction" for you! Only you can do that! The answers are inside of you and then, the outside will make much more sense!
>making progress in the war for humanity?
look around! The noisy people starting to get quiet! Many are starting to look in the inside! I would say that some kind of progress!
>Sometimes I’m excited or happy and others times, I feel like this chess game can go on forever.
It is called Rhythm mixed with vibrations due to cause and effect, when your polarity is not balanced! Fix it and enjoy something peaceful! But yeah… In those times, hard to manage on a daily basis!