I know you're there, and that you know who I am.

Was "I" one of [them] in a previous life?

Is that why my life endlessly sucks no matter how hard I try, and everyone who ever made me miserable seems to live a blessed existence getting everything they could possibly want no matter how they live their lives? Because at this point, it's gone way beyond the coincidental.

Did some previous incarnation of the creature that now animates me have themselves some fun and leave me to pay off the karma with my misery? Because, honestly, that's the only explanation I can come up with at this point.

Is that why I was able to find "The Pattern"? Is there no way to make art with it that isn't evil, no matter what you do?

WAS "I" ONE OF FUCKING [THEM]!? Is my dream evil? Am "I" evil?

Why would "I" do this to "my"self otherwise? Is that why "God" hates me?

Please.

Thanks, I think.

And since it underlies all art and even reality, "Anime" can't be inherently evil, right? They can't be the only ones who make art, surely?

>>18147308

So the only dream I've ever had is a lie? I'll never be able to do it?

It's how I learned some of the truths of the universe (archetypes, everything is one, "God" is real?

It's all for nothing!?

>>18147407

So, you're telling me that the desire to create art comes from "fallen DNA", and always has?

>>18147512

And which tree do Kari Jobe and her associates create from?

>>18147254

Thank you. Other guy(s) had me going for a while.

Not giving it up, never giving it up. It's a gift from "God", and it's gotten me this far.

>>18147775

Habebo.

>>18147783

Was using it in the "I shall endure" sense. Was unaware of the other meaning.