You know, I've known for a while that things are bad, but I didn't expect it to be this bad. It's just incredibly weird. I'm not even sure if I did something wrong somewhere along the line that set off a long-simmering string of butterfly effect-type bad luck that hasn't even fully reared its ugly head yet, or if things were always bad. I hate to think that one mistake I made when I was a child ultimately is the reason why this timeline is so messed up, but now I'm stuck trying to make things seem normal, knowing very well that the things I'm saying and doing might actually just continuously be making things worse in the worst way possible…
No, I'm serious. I did something bad in the 90's which I didn't think was that bad because I was able to get away with it, and I didn't realize how bad things were until Q started posting. It's like I'm just watching things get really bad all over the place. And the worst part is that a lot of movies and music videos and so many other forms of media are supposed to represent what my life would've been like if I hadn't had done that one bad thing (and every other bad thing that happened after that one initial bad thing). Even if things get better, I already know that everything is only going to become exponentially worse as everyone eases into complacency.