DOES THE PAIN COME YET??????
How. Much. Longer.
I'm fucking exhausted. I have spent the last 6 years trudging along trusting the plan only to have the plan….not make any sense or anything.
JUST FUCKING DO IT. Whatever it is. The first arrest that will cause "mass awakening" (yea fucking right)
I just want to be able to move forward with my life. I feel like I'm stuck in limbo waiting for something to happen, I don't trust anyone, I don't trust anything, I'm depressed as fuck, and everything sucks.
Im fucking tired of waiting. If someone has to die it can be me I don't give a shit anymore.