>We all have our cross to bear
Do you mean that literally? Am I seemingly cursed to be miserable no matter how hard I try for the same reason that the K-On girls perform Romeo and Juliet; and more specifically, the death scene?
Am I suffering for these ungrateful animals?
"Thank you, God for the parents who hated me from the moment I was born and who schemed to wreck me, first mentally, then physically; to distract from their own unhappiness!
"Oh, thank you so much, normies!
"Thank you for lying, cheating, using and stepping on me for your own ends!
"Thank you for being ungrateful, ignorant swine!
"Thank you for literally conspiring against me for your own happiness!
"I'm so glad to see you all living your blessed lives getting everything you could ever want!
"I'll just smile through the loneliness, the chronic illness, the emptiness of my life, because I suppose only cucks are welcome in the "brave new world"."
"THANK YOU, SIR! MAY I PLEASE HAVE ANOTHER?!"