>>18363167

>We are at war mkultra style.

>Smart dust + tubuals + signals/wifi + flicker rate/screen time + dreamtime hypnotic suggestions = the new improved mkultra

Sadly, this is most definitely the case. The question is, how to mitigate the attacks when we are literally swimming in this shit? Without lots of financial resources to invest in rf blocking tech, expensive filtration systems, or walking around in a suit like bubble boy, it seems doing our best with healthy living and prayer is the best one can hope for. I mean just spending lots of time in this forum is damaging with the flicker rate, right? Demoralizing to say the least.

On a similar note, do any anons know of any reason that ketamine treatment should be considered as a viable option for depression? It’s being pushed on this anon by someone who is well meaning and cares for me but is not at all awake to the dangers of the mkultra programming aspect of the drug. Just knows that I refuse to go the psychiatric meds route and thinks this could help. Sorta at the end of my rope with the depression. So the positive reports of the ketamine treatment route are appealing if they could help me get my life back on track in short order so that I can get back to my previously high functioning state IRL. But otherwise, I’m super fucking hesitant for all the obvious reasons.

Shills can fuck off as I’m not looking for a pity party here. Just looking for thoughts on ketamine treatment for depression. This down cycle has been going on way too long and I need to figure out how to kick it to the fuckin’ curb stat!

>>18363386

Fuck forgot the LB on that link!!!

>>18363344

Chek’d! What the fuck? Was gonna give you a hard time about the lack of warning on the bread jump until I saw the tripcode.

>>18363412

Oh, I’ve been on the supplement treatment route for a long time now with varying degrees of success. Taking NAC for a while now. Regular parasite/deworming cleanses. Careful diet, etc. Sadly this person is bought and sold into western medicine as lord and savior. So there’s really not much discussion to be had there.

>>18363440

Thank you, anon. Prays appreciated. And, God is def where I lean these days. All I got left in some respects. But like I said, not looking for a pity party here this morn. I’ll work this out one way or another. Appreciate the feedback.

>>18363504

>the result of viewing objective reality right now

Def think this is part of it. But, it feels like something deeper, bigger, heavier holding me back/down this time. Thank God for muh kittehs!!! And thank you for the kind words and advice!!!

>>18363533

Have been attempting to treat naturally for depression over a year now. And have also been shunning the ketamine treatment for a year now. That mkultra post LB just prompted me to inquire here to see if there might be any reason I should actually consider the ketamine treatment.

>>18363547

Just finished a three day cycle of turps. It’s a regular part of my routine.

>>18363553

I’ve found that turpentine cleansing and other parasite protocols are YUUUGELY helpful in reducing cravings at the outset when you really get serious about putting down alcohol. The yeast in beer is responsible for a lot of those cravings once it gets lodged in the system. I wish you the best on your journey, anon!

>>18363501

>This anon gave up hope for awhile. I have been in a very dark place and came close to ending it all.

>I have literally laid in bed at night and asked God to take me in my sleep.

Been there done that! Thankfully God has lifted those thoughts for now. Still here fighting the Good fight with all of you. Prayers for you and yours, anon! We def have a long hard road ahead of us…

>>18363584

Don’t see it being discussed here. So I’m guessing, no. How boutcha share with the class?

>>18363564

I feel like I’ve already shit up the bread enough with muh depression talk. Was really just looking for thoughts on ketamine treatment per my original post. But honestly, if you really want to know what I truly think it is would be that I’m like this fucking close to breaking through some deep, deep layers of programming from when I was a child. But, it feels like the closer I get, the harder they come doubling down on the attacks from all sides to maintain said programming.

>>18363620

I take 2000mg NAC per day. Also, taking niacin at max dose as it’s supposed to be a fantastic antifung, antiparasite, anti depression supplement.

>>18363648

Mkultra style at a child development center when I was a child.

>>18363783

o7. I usually take my D3 combined with K2. Ran out a couple weeks ago and need to reup on that zinc and b12. Funds are tight right meow. So relying on the vitamin c from the pine needle tea from trees on muh land plus NAC, blackseed oil, and oregano oil gel caps ATM.

>>18363752

For depression treatment or re-programming treatment?

>>18363791

This

>>18363839

Beautiful, anon! TY for sharing!