You are not the only one anon. But, since ketamine is known as the date rape drug, what do you think? Make that person who cares for you happy by going to get some natural supplements. Try NAC, or ask the person at the natural store.
Ah, apologies then. The only advice I can come up with then, is to strive to find beauty and hope in the midst of all this. The root cause is ignored by western medicine, and your root cause is the same as mine maybe…the result of viewing objective reality right now.