It was a process over decades.
Late 70s was the first whiff.
Then an incident related to IranContra where I was working really started the process, compounded later during ONorth hearings.
When unemployed during Bush II uears and Obama early years dug a lot more. Unnerved.
By the time Q started my mind was open to absorbing much more.
I don't think my mind would have been as open without the independent digging done from 2000 to 2016.