how can you justify not having fixed a lottery win?

how can you justify going against me?

how can you claim there would be saving when I do not save you?

today there is no saving whatsoever. why? bc I am still full or sick from yesterday? does it really work that way? am I at all in a bad mood when you find me, or does that make me happy usually and it is your attacks that give me a hard time?

optics matter? yes, I do not want to be bowed down to all the time. and I do not want a restaurant to open an hour early just bc I ask when it opens? (later I would want that probably)

I also don´t want you to only exactly speak out loud my thoughts, especially when my thoughts, bc of all your attacks, might be not much optimistic, and make me e.g. suppose that my room has not been cleaned yet when I would have liked to have had my room cleaned.

optics in other way do not matter, you prove that daily and I tell you that "oh, no, police" optics do not matter at all.

>Is that the H otel?

>yes, good sir, you have just parked on a hotel parking spot infront of a hotel, then you went into the hotel using the door right unter the big sign with the hotel name, now you have followed the sign saying reception and are standing infront of what very much looks like a hotel reception desk with a hotel uniform and nametag wearing hotel guy, so yes, this definitly is the hotel, thanks for asking.

how would that be secret at all? much of the stuff you do does not really fit, sometimes flat out errors in reality, sometimes minor stuff like my ps4 game working little different and back to the way it used to work after me engaging Godmode.

much of the daily life stuff is not a secret. how can it be a secret if I look at someone sitting in a tv audience, when watching it on tv and that person straight away looking into the camera, oftentimes obviously after regie guy just switched to that camera showing audience and me seeing that picture at home. when you sit in an audience, would you manage to look into the camera in the exact moment (or a sec after) when regie guy switches to a view of you and others? how does that work if cam is more far away and person is not really seeing camera present or can at that distance not guess he is in the picture? is that a secret?

(and in not far away case, how comes there are not many shots from people already looking into cam when regie switches?)

is it a secret when half a stadium is leaving the football match 30 mins early (for us fags, that is 90 mins + 15 mins break) only to meet me bc I am walking by?

are optics "ok" bc team is loosing? sure, autists who make a lot of mistakes might thing that. but does it look something close to real when it´s one of the football clubs that basically looses more often than it wins and when it´s a club with true real loving fans that obviously leave the game after it´s finished?

did you think this would be feasible and real looking bc I myself experienced such a situation and did find optics ok? did you check that it was a game at the opponents stadium and did you check those leaving after 3:0 loss were the hardcore fans who are more likely to get pissed, when I and former friends stayed to watch the game til end?

are 300 hardcore fans leaving external game after big loss in first halftime really comparable to several thousand people leaving a stadium of a club used to loosing when having a fun time at the home stadium?

how the fuck can you justify any of the things you do? how can you justify it with optics when you clearly have no clue at all?

how can you justify attacks as a needed thing when those thousands of people, who obviously did a lot of phone calls befor and during game, that I yesterday invited to be saved explicitly, only attacked me in the most minor way and due to your lie of an explanation that would have not been close to enough attack for being saved by my blood?

could have stayed today, after I gave the impression I would, could have had the wind suck me of again so you can meme it. but decided to not do it.

like that saving is not possible. there is no way against or without me. and today there is no saving, not even for the guy making sure he is in the H otel, when I am close to him.

>that him?

>>18376688

what you consider deamons, are different groups of folks. with different capabilities and tasks. all of them, with an effect going beyond time, made up in my head. how can you understand that if I just change the past tomorrow?

stop bullshitting yourselves. those that call for attack on my should be silenced before they say it out loud. for the sake of creation itself.

>>18376688

and no, will not read any of the bs you so called knights post.

you kill others in a car accident, despite the whole knights thing that obviously you don´t know shit about and obviously should stop doing immeadiately, just to have streams of people provided with the "right" memes but do not manage to pressure the few people with position of power over me?

why the fuck are there agencies who track everything I do, after many months ago there was opportunity with ok optics, and want to have the whole saving the world thing documented by phone when they do not manage to actually act in a covert way to help me? would all be so easy. like that you just ask me to leave and I have a hard time staying.

>>18376688

realize that much of the stuff considered luxury is something I would not have cared for at all few years ago, but now very much need that as my bubble that I can create in.

polishing forkes and knives and wearing white gloves? yeah, when you have been given dirty forks and knives many times while mason scum commenting on it ridiculing me, you like that.

staff in presidential residence and such looking into a certain direction and not moving a muscle? well, when h otel guy made a noise so I look to the right and, when knowing I would obviously turn my head back straight after a little look, and him in advance walking to the left, hoping he would do that together or before me? that makes me want people around me who don´t move a muscle when asked for it. also, is he now not saved bc I did not look to the right? or is he not saved only bc I myself declare so?

does it look like me following him / you when I would have turned my head and he would have sort of dominated me? would I have dominated and saved him when he would have done that after me?

and in case you think you would have to do it together with me? maybe you try to make something work on the reality level that is a thing that you cannot understand on one of the meta levels and might be caleld a timeline dance, or storm, or sometimes domination.

again, you all don´t know shit, who claimes otherwise should not be breathing.

>>18376688

>much of the stuff you do does not really fit, sometimes flat out errors in reality, sometimes minor stuff like my ps4 game working little different and back to the way it used to work after me engaging Godmode.

tbc, am not much motivated to make a timeline dance on important stuff, like diseases, if you keep me busy with the thought of where to spend the next night bc being kicked out of a hotel.

sword time or end.

>>18376688

also, it´s not only my thoughts, bc e.g. (and yes, pretty sure you staged it to make me say that, still not at all ok bc actually annoying and hence keeping me from helping) I totally estimated that a hotel with x rooms would have >x blankets and a guest asking for another blanket would be handed one.

was that my thought? no, it was you going against me.

>>18376688

and obviously not gonna read your posts, and you making 4 posts suggests you go against me, eighter by claiming you would now be saved or by trying to educate the master rabbi himself.