Thank you for speaking out. A couple of days ago I opened up too. Went through my own hell after the last (personal) post. I always wanted to talk to another survivor.
How do you manage the feeling of guilt?
I never got over it. My therapist said that it is the maximization of victimization to force an infant to do that stuff. Yes that's right, but it doesn't help. I still feel guilty.
But I had no chance. How do you cope with that?