This is fucked, why would I do this, I want to be with my girl.
Bro please
Look honestly this trip/world is nice but ultimately my soul will continue to rot without the love I know can exist in the physical world but for some reason I can not achieve that. That is what makes me sad, that even though I have everything one could physically need, it just does not matter
Fuck you
Why would she send me away :(
Endlich sagt es mal einer. Danke.
so what now
The last few weeks hit different. I have no desire to do anything anymore. There is one thing I want in this world, and I have no reason to participate in the machine as long as I don‘t have that, because there is nobody to enjoy it with me.
Why do you choose to be so far from the truth
Yes at least there is a 0,01% chance of having an interesting thought while being on 8kun here
But it‘s no substitute
Yeah it just feels like mindless waiting. I have searched my soul, had a waterfall bare my immermost essence and I know what I want of this life.
You have no idea what it‘s like
Hah, nice choice of words
Bro I have literally zero fear
I just love her, and love exists, and it completes you, no matter how hard you want to run away
Fuck you
Then I am a lesbian, I literally do not care what you say, fuck you