>>18452368
Some people indeed just like to nurture, a feminine quality. The idea of a Soul is also feminine in essence. Sounds like you are a Lesbian in a Man's body.
There is a difference between your own exploration in the privacy of your own home and doing it out in public. If you're going to dress like a female outside (in makeup and skirt), it's best you look the damn part otherwise it just makes all trannies look bad.
Being mentally female and physically female is different, then there is 3rd option which is being both. I don't mind convincing trannies but the ones that think they're hot but actually aren't are a real tragedy. Similar to the guy that goes on American Idol thinking they are really good because they only got positive feedback their whole life then having Simon Cowell eviscerate their soul in front of the World and realizing they suck.