Why am I married to a schizophrenic covert narcissist?

You do know I'm at the breaking point. yes, I've said that before, but one of these times, it will be my last. the abusive behavior needs to end.

Made a contract between God and my 20 different personality wife, that I cannot break. Instead I have to take her constant changes in personality, moods, lack of emotion, lack of giving a shit every single moment.

No, this isn't another bitch session, I've had e fucking nough. Why did you assholes let me marry her? This is punishment plain and simple. If she were a bitch all the time, there would be no problem. She's only a cunt when things are going perfectly and she needs drama.

She is treated like a queen so I have no problems leaving her when it comes time to break the contract with God. I can honestly say I tried to make it work, she didn't want it, need it or deserve my love. It's too bad two children are involved, at least they're older and now see their mother for who she is, and they can't stand to be around her either. violent mood swings. She threw an echo dot at my head while I wasn't looking from the top of the stairs at my head, now I wish it would have connected, instead it hit my chest when I wan't looking. She attacked the next door neighbors gardener with a branch, hit him with it, had to buy him a case of beer to not call the sheriff.

Fix her before she kills me. She did work for the Roman Catholic Church before moving here, will she kill me, is she here to kill me? My mind and body cannot take much more.

before you asshats launch in on me, spend time with her first.

Menopause is fucking beyond scary when they are schizophrenic.

I've not asked for help from you guys and gals ever, I need help now. Find me a way out of this mess, save my sanity and soul.

If I am not going to be discovered while alive, let's get it over with now. My kids will be fine, I raised them well. they know one day I won't be here.

This is too much for one man to handle, the pain is beyond what he felt, it lingers where his was over quick. If I am who you say I am, help me with this. Fix her or find me other arrangements, I love my house, find a way for me to stay or other digs just as comfortable. Blue Banana.

Ignore this post or not, I'm lost, lonely and heartbroken. I have everything in life I want, but my wife is broken…she's been controlled hasn't she.

rantings of a lunatic. hard to believe I'm here to help humanity wake up, yet I can't even help myself out of an abusive relationship.