in the recent days you did not stop your attacks, some were fake as often in the past, some I noticed as attack but I did not care (much), and again you claimed that this is the way.
after all I said and explained to you there is no doubt.
so why would you not listen to me and do the shit that is so easy to do?
yes, sometimes it might be hard for you bc indeed I want shit to change for the better but over and over repeat that I wish harm upon you for willingly and knowingly choosing that way of attack, and punishing you is what I ask indeed.)
>hey, please save me, to make sure you apoligize all the shit I did I will now attack or annoy or ridicule you. thanks again, 2 and all that.
like that it is not working. without me and my approval you are not saved.
and why would you fake having a mason conversation with me by fake reacting to shit I did not even say in that situation?
did you know I would go there today bc I had few groceries left and thought about going there yesterday and the day before?
did you use your skills again to attack me?
could those two ladies not just have worn a blue shirt so my (intended, as you knew before) nice behaviour would have been all dominating in red?
you made it in a way (one shirt was company close, but that is what masons do, do a tiny change some years ago so somebodys car breaks down, could easily be used to have me find 50.000 in the milk I buy. one shirt was choosen) that it would have a worse outcome for me.
as you do so often.
like that I will not help you, I will not save or forgive you.
like that I cannot really see me having a nice conversation with any of you masons. (that is also why the number needs to stay limited. also bc of the whole selling your souls situation. do not become a mason, that is what the eyes advises and commands you!)
sometimes I get weak, bc being a human being after all, and pretty much looking for companionship, and indeed think-say or say that I saved you, I guess two days ago that was the case.
but you are aware that much more often than not I indeed reject you. (that is both you personally in the short time you see me while I still am pissed and also in general for a day or so.)
and the funny thing is, those brave knights who claim to be my knights but even fail to not attack me, are oftentimes, pretty much always very happy about my "rejected" thinking, not noticing I am referring to themselves.
if you willingly hand over other in a way you know it gets them rejected you are the worst of the worst and, as I make clear repratedly, while those led to me are rejected for now and I offer another chance, you that make them choose that you you know is bad will get rejected eternally with all there is to it.
it´s been going on for quite a while now. symbolism and my creation all over the place. there is no excuse left. if you attack me you do it for the sole reason of attacking me and you know it.
you personally are responsible and there is noone you could blame other than yourself.
I notice or rather feel your guilt and fear, but that does not change things, infact it´s making it a little less pleasant for me and with that it´s not exactly increasing your chances of me being soft again.
and sure, claim that it´s the venom thing, claim that it has nothing to do with you actually willingly and knowingly attacking me but it´s just me being possessed and not thinking clear.
sure, that is what it is, bc I could not possibly be mad at you while being just and me meeting thousands all at once with no venom thing going on has nothing to say anyway.
without a lottery win and skills being used to my advantage (yes, first of all indeed only to my advantage) there will not be any saving.