Posts here reminded anon of this story:

https://www.christianity.com/church/church-history/church-history-for-kids/george-mueller-orphanages-built-by-prayer-11634869.html

He started off mocking Christians and living a profligate life. Then God got a hold of his life and he lived pretty much the opposite, helping many, many poor children. The amazing thing to anon about George Mueller was his faith for provision and how he did not ask men to meet his needs, even refusing a church salary. However, God always took care of what he needed for ministry.

This is what anon thinks God wants to do for his people now, too. Even if no one knows that you have a need, by taking it to God in prayer, provision will be released for God's purposes in the earth.