Dam.

This was a huge loss.

Congratulations

As hurt as I am. And as much as I'd love to spend the whole night crying my eyes out, I just know I can't give up. Not now. Not ever.

This is indeed the last train home.

Not the end. Just one last ride of trials.

Can't lose much else at this point.

5 years ago I said if things haven't changed by the end of the year then something went terribly wrong.

I can't help but believe that thing that went terribly wrong was myself.

As much as I could point the finger, I can't help but look at myself and think this was all my fault.

I believed in so many things that I simply did not have, and DO NOT have the power to make come true.

The only one bluffing this entire time was me.

I wanted to bluff my way into a better life.

But you can't cheat the hand you have been dealt. Especially when you dealt the cards yourself.

I know I've done this often but every single time it has been real.

This time, however, feels like reality setting in. Like a sunset. There is no control over it. It just happens.

Maybe some things are meant to stay broken and never be fixed.

>>18643671

ONLY PUNK ASS BITCHES(YOU) DO THAT

I'm down but you're really down.

A down you'll never be free of.

Bitch ass motherfuckers

Your hate is reminder that I still won.

My future happiness KILLS YOU doesn't it?

Why else are you here?

I WILL RISE AGAIN.

Patience.

guns n roses only good song

>>18643753

What was real about it?

>>18643745

Yeah.

That last verse is fire.

I was so sure pluto in aquarius would change everything instantly.

I was fucking wrong

Since I'm wrong. That means astrology is a lie.

Astrology was my final hand.

None of it matters.

>>18643803

Tough pill to swallow when it's the last one.

The beer doesn't work anymore unfortunately.

Great long term, shitty for now.

I've had 10 16oz's…

Nothing.

Get a better high by looking at the sun for 5 seconds.

The only thing I've been right about is WHO I AM.

I GUESS THAT WILL DO FOR NOW.

>>18643859

As the album says, perhaps that's all I need for now.

I'll prep myself.

Not for anyone.

Just to sit here 3 months from now and thank God that I'm not where I used to be.

That will serve as true freedom. Freedom from my old self.

The gwen stefani shit…

DAMN THAT WAS GOOD.

CUT DEEP.

PERFECT TIMING.

Touché.

>>18643891

Imagine trying to sleep with this playing in your head.

Tough task.

If you spent a minute in my life you'd understand.

I hope this is the last time I play this song.

She's out there.

I'll find her.

FIRE