>>18661026
She still is. They are aware of us from the other side n wait for us. I knwo because I hear spirits and when someone's loved one croaks, they always tell me to tell their loved ones a message that seems like just randoms words to me but confirms something huge in the other person. Example, "Take care of the flowers." So I tell the erson, your grandma isn't dead. God is good and wouldn't hurt us like that. Death is a luciferian illusion. Your grandma told me to tell you to take care of the flowers." And the person will say, OMG! Just last night I was remembering the time my brother and I were little and we went into her flower bed and picked all the flowers and competely destroyed it and she got so mad at us!" And so when my dog croaked, I can hear people and animals think too, not just spirit realm, well, I was so sad even though I know grief doesnt come from God but rather it comes from believing a lie.
So I was hurting believing my doggie had croaked and I heard him thank me for the shoes I had made for him so his feet wouldn't get cold out in the snow. I had just thrown them in the garbage bin minutes before they came to pick up the trash. I couldn't bear to look at his shoes and as I was doing laundry, my mind was distracted enough from the grief that it's when I heard him thank me. I turned around and saw he wasn't there and I had a moment of two realities sort of. The one where I could hear him and the one where my eyes couldn't see him. He showed me that on that side there is only love and love is the highest "currency" without it being currency but as in it's the most important thing and held as the highest honor. He showed me how the love in my heart that made his shoes matches the love that is over there and those like us are highly regarded there. Nothing else matters there except for love. I ran out the door and snatched his shoes out of the trash just minutes before they'da been gone forever. I kept them as a touch stone to remind me that experience happened to me for when time passed and I would forget, I could remember when I seen't his shoes.