Tell me there is a reason for everything that's happened and happening to me and my body. Will this kill me or was I supposed to die like this?

Give me a damned good reason why after so many years, you've remained silent. Please tell me something. Let me know if you are here with me. Do you know what I go through every day of my life with the person I share it with? Do you know how hard it is to keep my secret?

Like anyone would believe me, even with the evidence, the mathematically impossible wounds I've suffered while having a healthy body has been so painful. so please, send me word, because I'm not doing so good.

Damn this hurts. Suffering servant shitty ass job.