Hi, guys. I got some bullshit here you can go ahead and ignore. I just needed a place to dump some shitty thoughts.

I feel like my whole life can come crashing down on me at any moment. I'm always paranoid, I'm not sure if I'm good enough, nor if I'm even strong enough. But I can't stop now. I have 2 loved ones that I need to protect. How did Job do it? Re-kindle with God, I mean. Did he even have to? I should open the bible again and find out.