Expectations in man is futile. There has never been a greater time in the history of this world to get your own proof that God exists, I know because I am His witness and He is mine. Walk in faith, you and they will not be disappointed.
You know it is ingrained in your being when you can put on the "Armor of God" in your sleep as well as your waking state. "Into your hands O'Lord, I commend my spirit". ThankQ