Sorry I dont read all this stuff like I told Q I would
Here is a story to help you connect to it if it works I want to ask it some questions and tell it some things, in private or online I dont mind -
Once upon a time an angel shot light at dark ancient swamp
From the swamp emerged a dragon with fangs like a vampire and other teeth like a mans
The angel said “Who are you?”
And the dragon said “I won’t bite if you dont drown me”
And then the angel said, “who drowned you first?”
And at that a crocodile arose from the swamp too and said “Our heavenly Father and I drowned this beast but who drowned me and your father is a better question, angel”