Hi guys sorry have not posted for a year, for reasons.. im just here to cheer for the new leader in the yeshua trials(3.7 years), i know most or probably all answered the Q call, around a hundred of us Q bodhicitta initiates,, i wonder if all started same time around mars 2020 was me. This apareantly was scored on leaderboard by previous generation q clearance lightwarriors. I was let know i was leading for just over 2 years but yesterday someone took the lead, past couple months i derped, after issues with twin flame.. anyway for those who dont know its a spiritual fast track to buddhahood, space force saving my butt anough times to complain how mutch resources i wasted, i didnt stopp derping thanks for keeping me safe.. for those who dont know after spontanious realisation bodhicitta awareness you are probably meditation state 50% of the time, a milestone for dark magician masters to gang up on you and attempt kill, i even had my past memories flash before me once, its not fun, took me 2years to achieve an immunity to their attacks..

Anyway this is like the toughest training anyone can go through and not many are ment to do it, cheers to the q clerabce spiritual leader sprouts on this fast track of enlightenment..

Im at 3.5 lightbody now its awesome much high on your own supply too.. its like my body is much stronger and immune + scores perfect on all aspects despite a few months of me fully toxic not nurturing it whatsoever, and im happy despite others laming after a night of same behavior, i could not wish meditation for everyone more. You gain on every effort and is permanent gain you do good for yourself.

Sorry for derp style post mods just delete it if its too much tnx <3 Its just cheering my competition on im about to gun for the lead again much respect.

>>18913250

Sending you much light and love, the worst part of the trial is over its getting alot easier.. apareantly just around 1/4 of the initiates had success with their twin flame, probably rocketing up the leaderboared.. its like they did their worst attack ever on my way to meet her and i like detped the love.. apareantly psycotic me made my move on her just to derp max and the whole try went viral in american intelligence community a proper epic fail.. im still ashamed lol

Oof its like i lost myself in the love and all common sense was nuked on the way there

Im gutted in shame still not cool

>>18913283

No it was like she was aligned to be together i told her i wanted to be with her and she signaled in agreement, it was just the last couple visits that i was voulnetable now having to travel a distance to be with her, compared to before having my own room in her apartment for a while i was not voulnerable..

It just idk was a great couple disasters happening she have not texted to me since

>>18913283

Basically the answer was a clear nope

>>18913315

My guides are letting me know that this pattern of derp will be hard to overcome, got the smack and instructions on how to break free today, i will do my best..

>>18913317

My guides basically let me know i failed my attempt, what you gonna do.. try ask to be together twice? My guides basically cheeree me up single life isnt so bad either

>>18913349

He probably posts here as anon participating

>>18913352

Last time since it happened i have not been in the presence of god, basically spiritual shutdown.. today i was infront of god saying sorry and got a smack + ‘’good’’and sent me back, cause i grin my teeths to rambo my way out of it.. basically he said earlier in telepathic my current behavior was very dissapointing.. i was punished by god a few days ago aswell that never happened before, guidance says my current projectory leads to collapse.. and signals last call to move forward

>>18913352

It was 3’rd lightbody i entered the kingdom of heaven not so long ago, i can enter and stand before god, i have not made many requests to be honest maybe im just satisfied with what i got.. and stand strong in faith

>>18913387

God just let the guides do the work, i dont have too much exchange with god

>>18913403

I think god intended for me to correct this pattern before i stand in his presence again.. its like i really dissapointed this time and was sendt back to work it out type of thing after just half a minute talk

>>18913403

Well thanks for letting me know

>>18913433

Well ive had a few interactions to be fair, mostly first through telepathy before litterally in his presence, hes been doing it a few tes like smack and sent me back to deal, its like a cya later if you do it right type og thing

>>18913457

Sounds like you are on the same timeline started trials same time my initiation was.. maybe you are trialed in some fashion too..