Impressive use of brackets, vagueposter.
Hope is what made things become so bleak
Who? They can have my spot. I don‘t want it.
Been there done that. Not worth it.
That sounds like a total perversion of basic logic.
I haven‘t been positively poignanted in half a decade.
Unfortunately I am too much of a beta cuck to jump off of a roof. Don‘t trust these swiss doctors with their deathpods either. Drug Overdose seems like a sure way to suffer greatly before death. Any ideas?
He said, without specifying any reason as to why he believes this.
Bro I‘ve been praying meditating talking to god jesus my soul and all that shit. Almost 40% of my life on earth I was in prayer mode. My prayers were never answered.
And neither should you, kudos.
How so? Sounds like something an entity would say that profits off of my being here. I refuse to partake in a society built upon suffering.
Probably
Okay. How do I go back? Where is back? I want to leave.
Am not in America, never have been. Were God real/benevolent/actively trying to help the last few years would‘ve gone different.
Just going „oh but just wait indefinitely, while partaking in society, will surely get you where you want to go“
My ass, sounds like hypnosis.
Am talking about this planet/reality. Not QR.
Being nice friendly and helpful feels good, but is ultimately empty when nobody you meet speaks your language, and those who do disappear from your life in fucked up ways.
Unfortunately the collective spirit of the society I live in only focuses on war and famine as a family ritual (watching TV news at the same time)
My mind can picture a world where I am
Happy. Proven by hauntingly real, beautiful dreams. I am conviced that whatever the source of these dreams exists to purely make me suffer. Giving me the faculties to imagine how beautiful interacting with society might be, only to be confronted with the bland, soulless „reality“ that some skycunt manifests. I did not ask for this shit.
Mainly only because I am afraid I will have to watch the people whose ignorance makes me suffer daily wallow in self-pity in the face of my death.
I literally studied CS at university.
Lmao what the fuck does that even mean. I am no stranger to an active lifestyle.
Yeah, god creates me to make me suffer for what, 20?30?50? Years until relenting. Wow cool experience 5/5 truly very deep.
Yeah, same shit since 2019. Precipice my ass.
If this is „God‘s plan“ he is not my god. What a shitshow. Pathetic.
That‘s very cool of you to help these people.
Nice idea, not true in my experience
Nah, it‘s not MK Ultra it‘s me.
Yes, my own subjective experience is the only thing I can trust since the concept of lying was invented by humans.
Lmao yeah that‘s the sort of shit you can‘t prove wrong because you don‘t know until you‘re fucking dead if things might turn less hellish. Hopium IMO.
Don‘t put words in my mouth, demon. I said this „Plan“ sucks ass, and I wish I never incarnated on earth. I am not claiming I could do a better job at whatever the fuck you think is happening.
Your reading comprehension is subpar.
I tried that, doesn‘t really change things