>I know there isn't any easy solution
But there is…Sounds like you've been neglecting your personal Bible time? Not a judgement, just a guess at the most likely reason taken from personal experience.
Want a faith/morale boost? Easy.
Pick up your Bible and read the 4 Gospels. Invite the Holy Spirit to be there with you while you read daily. When you finish them, start again. Then do it again. Continue like this until you feel like branching out to other books or head back to Genesis and start the full journey from the beginning.
Feeling isolated? Read the Gospels and tap into the greatest delocalized non-time-locked relationship in existence.