did you OCD as a youth?
did you count everything or remember every word of every song or other type of shit that you just couldnt stop doing until you became an adult and you still sorta do it?
You notice things most do not
You might enter a room and the first thing you do is look for the other exits
you might have been betrayed on a high level so you have no problem looking up
you were probably one of the "talented and gifted" kids right?
you may have been on some prescribed drugs for your "hyperness" before they called it anything else
frontal lobe epilepsy even right?
you may as well be a human lie detector yet so many liars it gets exhausting sometimes…
your father or mother may have been someone important!
mil even!
you may have been targeted…
its ok
they are going to get what they deserve…
its ok