Morning Night Shift. Another sleepless night. Fucking killin' me. Tried every thing there is to try. Did everything Dan told me to do. Can't sleep, and when I do, I have fucking nightmares about children all around me, crying and yelling for me to save them, one by one they all disappear into the mist and there's nothing I can do to save them. I was holding a young girl by the arm in last nights dream, she was filthy dirty and crying… I pulled her close and told her it was going to be okay, I wouldn't let anything happen to her… dark shadows were all around us. I pulled a sword to fend them off and kept one hand over the girl.. she turned to sand and just sifted down through my fingers… All of the children were gone.. I swung the sword madly, lashing out, hoping to hit one of the demonic forces that were taking them, I drove my fan through the bedroom window and set off the alarm… Can't take this anymore. Why did Q ever have to come to half chan that night? Why did I have to stick around and listen? Why did I have to learn? Why can't we end this? Please… someone tell me why it has to go on? How many more children have to go?

How much longer do we have to walk among them, pretending to be normal?