Ever since I woke up a year and a half ago, i've questioned everything that I though I knew. So much so that it's harder for me to take advice from people. I don't understand how i'm supposed to think or act anymore. I want to help wake people up but i'm not capable of doing it as I am now. It's absolutely tears me apart knowing how my friends and family are sheep and I can't do anything about it, I feel like i'm slowly going insane.