I'm 33, no job, gf left me a few years ago, a loser. I don't know where my life is headed and i no longer have the drive I used to have. Just lost in this world that's becoming more and more alien to me. Seen through the psyops of yesteryears, coping with the age of materialism and internet clout, women becoming men, men becoming women. Feels like a living nightmare and all I can muster up is this post asking strangers on an obscure board for prayers. God help me.