3 NINES YOU WILL BE FINE. TAKE A BREAK.
TAKE A WALK DO SOME NORMAL SHIT, GO SHOPPING, RIDE YOUR CHOPPER, GET INTO THE COUNTRY AIR.
Your mind is most important anon this shit takes a toll on Anons, we need breaks.
After 5 1/2 years, I don't feel like I may miss something, it is always here, I can go back and see what I missed or see it in the next breads. My anxiousness to get back on the board is no longer ruling me. I hope you can get thru this carefully and talk to God he may have another plan for you right now. I love when He reassigns me. I don't worry much anymore.